I’ve come to a point in my life where I just don’t feel like it anymore. Having been what turned out to be a dead end relationship for the better part of my adult life, and working in a field that I have grown to hate, I just don’t feel like going down the same road anymore. At this point in my life, something has to change.
So after taking a few months to dust the dirt off of my shoulders and come up with a plan, I think I’m ready to live the life that I should’ve been living all along. I’m not interested in playing by the rules anymore. I want to do what makes me happy, without fear or judgment.
At first I wanted this blog to be totally about music. That’s where my love is. That’s where my heart is. I’ve been told I can carry a tune, as well as being quite the songwriter. So I pursued it on and off for years. Maybe my heart wasn’t truly in it, or maybe I didn’t have the patience to deal with all the unprofessional foolishness I had to deal with in the D/M/V. I don’t know. I just decided to leave it alone.
But I’ve always been a creative soul. My heart beats for music, film, architecture, and literature. And my love for those things have never swayed. That’s probably why I’m so damn unhappy. I’m a Finance Manager for a government contractor for God’s sake. I finally realize that this is the only life I have and it’s time to live it to the fullest, with passion every day.
And so phase two of my journey begins. And what was once a music blog will now chronicle my life as I make the transition.
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